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i'm broke for the first time in 7 years
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Thursday, February 21st, 2008
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woah. almost a year since last post. finally almost finished with college of last chance. only like 2 months to go. then its on to wisconsin.. cant wait to be living on my own. valentines day was awesome, best ever. had a very rough october. new self discoveries hit home. been taking time off from the job scene to make sure i get out of CLC this semester and not drop or fail. change in hang out groups. friends moved away, and friends have moved back. ill be 23 in 2 months, golden birthday! dance class is killing my calfs. i gotta get back in touch with old friends.
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my feet are cold.
i met the parents, i think they really liked me.
ex wants back into my life, and i dont think there is room.
its crazy how the weather can go from blizzard to 80 degrees in less than a week. talk about global warming.
the restraunt job is going to hell. its not even worth it anymore!
so i got my birthday off! woooo!
ill be turning 22 in a week..
its all downhill from here.
must find new ink design.
i also need to pick a direction in this fork in the road in this moment of my life.
my nephew was born on good friday. his name is Oliver. and i love him
i need to try on that old cocktail dress. sounds like sweetie is planning a VERY big night out for my birthday.. yikes! hope it still fits
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| Time: | 6:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | coldplay parachutes album. |
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his show rocked and im very proud of him.
meet the parents on the 6th!
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
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| Time: | 11:27 am. |
| Music: | silversun pickups. |
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i think i met that guy that hosts cheaters last night.
he bought me a drink.
"dont worry about what i do. I go out and look good. thats it"
didnt he get stabbed?
no wonder.
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Tuesday, March 27th, 2007
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i met an awesome girl who works for 95 wil rock and 102.3 at the watering hole the other night.
we will be going to neo sometime soon.
my boyfriend is playing a show at fogcutter on saturday night at midnight. (technically sunday)
im looking forward to it. come one come all. its a free show. 21+
its such a nice day out, cant wait to work out more.
i went jogging on sunday, could only run half as far as i used to.
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wisconsin is lots of fun.
right by my moms house is uncharted territory for me.
kenowhere is alright too i supposed
uless you get lost like i do at all hours of the night and end up at the lake shore or lake geneva. haha.
hot damn. spring break.
band practice with him was fun looking forward to his show.
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| Time: | 6:36 pm. |
| Music: | radiohead kidA. |
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listening to garbage (version 2.0) friday night was a great time
psycho ex girlfriend of my new boyfriend is on a rampage.
i think my car got keyed by her.
why?
i didnt do anything to her
who would want to drink green beer?
sorry but i dont want my teeth to turn green, my tongue to turn green, and have a huge indicator of how much i drank on st. patty's day if a cop wanted to pull me over. sorry but thats just stupid to me. i stuck with regular beer. besides, im scottish, not irish.
chaperoning the FNA dance on friday was fun believe it or not. im glad i get payed to do easy things like this.
i need new clothes. this blows. i should go to the thrift store soon. that would be even better.
i need a vacation
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dude. california trip with the boy is gonna be so fun! hes gonna pay for it! we should be going in mid may. either the O.C cuz my friend lives there, san diego, or L.A. This should be awesome cuz hes paying for most everything. I cant wait to hit the beach and just relax!! And for the snow to finally melt and for it to get warm to go swimming around here. my moms got an awesome in ground pool and i cant wait to use it. not to mention the boy lives right across the street from the beach in wisconsin. :)
im slowly finding fun nightlife in wisconsin.
i'm a busy, busy little bee.
buzz.
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| Time: | 5:50 pm. |
| Mood: | ecstatic. | | Music: | luda!. |
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im smoking a half pack a day now.
need to kick the habit.
cherry bombs are like koolaid.
laughin non stop after tokin'
fun times with 3D glasses.
goodtimes goodtimes
my mommy made us breakfast when we woke up.
i miss that.
who else has gotten lost in woodmans??!
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
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| Time: | 8:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  satisfied. | | Music: | the wreckers. |
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knee tickles,
cuddle luv,
quietly watching as you sleep like a baby.
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Sunday, February 25th, 2007
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i wanted to see him so bad.
so i did
but talk about a blizzard.
my stupid ass drove to twin lakes wisconsin in the middle of it.
i was entranced by the snow hitting my windshield making a starwars effect, and i had to snap out of it in order to not drive off the road.
i couldnt even see a road but somehow i got there.
him and i went out together, he met me at my moms
yes he drove an hour in the blizzard to come hang out with me, i was stoked.
first time i went out up there to a bar.
when we got back to my moms we had fun taking shots and talkin.
finally went to bed and woke up together after i called into work.
tickle wars rule.
after he left, his side of the bed got cold. :(
im hung over now. i didnt feel it earlier. ug.
we really enjoy eachothers company, without a doubt.
its so nice!
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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
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lately things have been fallin apart as far as the boyfriend goes. i think we've both let things slip and now ive noticed its taking a nose dive. last time i talked to him was valentines day. he doesnt celebrate it, nor wanted to see me. eh. whatever. i think the last time i saw him was like 2 weeks ago. i guess that flame is getting blown out.
perhaps another flame is getting lit? just as my relationship was falling, a new one came along. not a boyfriend, not even someone im dating. just a friend. weve never tested a limit with friends and being more than friends. instead we just go out and truly enjoy eachothers company. hands down, hes intelligent and interesting. hes attractive too (an added bonus.)
this guy and i spend our rare free time we have with eachother, nap together, hang out when we are feeling sick at my moms house and feel as if there is no one else we'd rather be with at that moment.
who really knows what will happen. we text eachother all day long to help the day go by better. he knows my brother too. we make plans all the time to hang out. friday should be a blast. our little trip we have planned should be in the books.
did i mention maui? yeah. im gonna go visit my sister in law, my brother, and my soon to be nephew. its not everyday you get a cheap vacation and only have to pay for airfare. not to mention my friend is gonna come with me!
my 2 jobs are keeping me on my toes. i started off this semester being really responsible and dedicated but i cant help from getting distracted by all sorts of fun stuff goin on around me. i finally feel like i actually have a purpose for my hard work. ive got lots of bills now. ive never had that before. i was living under my parents wing. and although they put a roof over my head, im not spoiled anymore. and i like it.
in my last livejournal, ive hated on people. im gonna really try to stay positive now. i do this journal pretty much for myself. no one really reads this anyways.. and if they do i could seriously care less. im not gonna try to lock up my entries in here.
finally i had friends over at my moms house. shes out of town so we got loaded and faded. i know its not a good habit to have but its for special occasions...and i couldnt have shared it with more spectacular people.
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Saturday, February 3rd, 2007
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myspace is down, so i figure ill do something here instead.
hung out with zac and derek on thursday night. first time ive really went out in a while. just to their houses. good to see old friends :)
last night i went to fog's. totally bored till derek#2 came. we sat and hung out there for a good while then when it was about 1am we decided to drive to chicago and go to neo for some good ol' fun. and thats exactly what we did! i love living spontaneously from time to time. geesh. we got back at like 6am. i was pretty hung over this morning..ug. i had a few hours of sleep. then had to be all perky at work for the stupid customers at LoneStar. ::shakes fist::
derek#2 is really talented, and hes in a local band. hes so quiet and reserved that you wouldnt think that he'd be the singer and guitar player of a band. you guys gotta check them out. go to www.themedium.org i think thats the address.
i cant wait to hang out with him again..
go bears.
xoxo
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Monday, January 29th, 2007
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i bought a new car
not going to pick it up til wednesday though
helping my boyfriend move was a bitch
its been so cold outside
i finally got rid of this terrrible cold i had
geez..
life is busy and stressful right now
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Sunday, January 28th, 2007
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Rest in Peace old Honda Civic
you were a good car.
you have hosted some fun nights
and long drives
Youve lived a long time.
::shrugs::
well i guess i gotta buy one to replace it.
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Monday, January 22nd, 2007
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Go bears. : D
boys confuse me. :/
school is hard. :[
work is FUN. :]
how to know if im stressed by my cleaning habits:
if everything is great, my room will be a complete mess and i dont give a shit.
its when the things arent so great that i sit im my room and stir. Then, i feel like cleaning everything, organizing everything and being OCD all night so i can get some relief by at least making my room presentable...i hope its not REALLY OCD, just my way of handling stress. :|
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Saturday, January 20th, 2007
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| Time: | 5:35 pm. |
| Mood: |  cold. |
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i like my new job.
love the kids.
feeling like i'm their hero.
strong bonds already
i sleep like a baby when im with him
the most fufilling sleep possible
planning to drink only on weekends now.
i go to school 5 days a week
work 7 days a week
thats two jobs
and a full time student
ive got a lot on my plate
tried replacing more caffiene and gum with nicotine
its not working,
now i have more of an appitite,
fear weight gain.
ill only let myself smoke in the smokey bars.
it hasnt bothered me.
no meds, no doctors, no therapists, no depression
i feel more happy
even if my family was pulled apart
i refuse to acknowledge it, and ill deny it..
its kinda working.
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